Don't get me wrong, I am still doing horrible, and I am doing what I can to get over the break-up, but this is actually really awesome. I am going today, and I will be gone until Friday evening, I think. And we will be practicing all week, and it's gonna be so good. I can't wait. Even though, I am probably going to sleep in the bus there, because I am tired as fuck.
Well, Despite Downfall is also doing okay, but the drummer does piss me off slightly, because he can't keep a rhythm, and as a drummer this annoys me greatly. Not sure we're going to accomplish anything in that. But Mary is a whole other matter. The guitarist is an awesome guitarist, who in my opinion is a genious. And the singer has an awesome voice, and he writes some of the best songs I've ever heard. And the bassist is my old room-mate, and very good friend. I am really looking forward to this shit, so I guess I am moving on.
I still think about my ex a lot, but I think it's getting better. I don't cry as often as I used to, but it still happens occasionally. So, I guess generally, I am doing better. I have made a diary specifically for showing my ex, when the time feels right. Other than that, I am just doing everything I usually do.